I have this feeling that i am going to be left out. U see my friend kellie is going after this new guy and he likes he a lot! and Jimmie and kelsey are bond to happen. And there is me all alone know one 4 me. i guess that is how every thing always works out.
I seriously don't htink that anything is ever going to happen between me and Aaron.
I have this feeling that i just want to cry but it wont come. I think that things are building up ans sooner or later they are going to burst out at the wrong time just like they always do.
I also don't want to be home a lot. my mom is always in these wierd moods and always takes the littlest things out on me and it pisses my off so much. some times i think that things would be better if i just had a car of my own and i could just take off anytime that i wanted to. that is what i like to do when i am stressed out. Drive around walk some where or just sit and think with out being inturpted. well i guess that i am going to go so talk to u all later.

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