Hey everyone. Well lets just say that I am not in any mood at the moment i don't know if i am happy or even if i am sad, mad or anything. Well i guess it is a good thing that i don't how i feel at the moment.
Every thing is just moving to slow and wierd! today we were hanging out in the parkinglot after lunch and it felt good just to stand there and watch everyone else around me just becuz i wouldn't normally hang out with those ppl.
God and everything with steve is just messed up. then to top it all off my mom wants me to go to my best friends pron with him. Honestly it was nice being asked but no i don't want to go. just becuz there are a lot of isuess involved with that. one i think that he is just doing this to get back at his gf and also just to confuse me more about him and our relationship whatever that is. I guess that i am just trying to find out all the answers to every thing at once and is isn't working. I think that my brain just has to take a day off or something.
I am afraid to think of the fact that i might like it if my family moves and i can start over again. And things with kellie are so stange it is like i m just starting to be friends with her again. like i don't we both cut each other out of our lifes and now we are trying to let them back in with out pissing some one off.
Why can't something just go rite for me for once this year!!! I mean once i think about yea good stuff has happened to me but it just seems like the bad is really starting to out weigh the good right about now. God I am just sick of it!
well i am going to go work out and then go to bed. latez

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