Well as you can guess i am just in a wierd mood. I have to admitt that i have been moody lately. yea. i don't know why really. well yea i am tired right now and it sucks ass! I hate having to turn in my homework late. I also hate just sitting around and lying around doing nothing. I can't really do alot about it I don't have a job and can't really go out and get one cuz i need a car to go find one and get to the job. I also can't go no where no car. Also if i want to go somewhere that i can walk my mom gets mad cuz i m not home doing my homework and helping my sister or cleaning the house. I hate it that it seems like i can't do anything rite.
Well yea i want to get my life together for once. and that means that I have to get over my feelings for someone. yea i can still be friends with him but thats all for now cuz he has to first learn what he wants and not change his mind about it. lol. I wont ignore him i'll talk and all but not fall for him again. i know that i have that much control over my feelings. I actually have a lot of control over my feelings it is i just want to control them well it looks like i have to control them now if i want to put my life back on track.
well it is late i am going to go to bed. write later.

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