I m suppose to be working on my essay for english. God i don't want to. I hate having to write essays about somthing that can be answered in like what 2 sentences. wow. but no it has to be 5 paragraphs and in each paragraphs 5 sentences. It is so stupid and pointless.
And then i have my mom telling me that i have to come up with my own spending money for when i got to washington with kels and kellie. Great even more things to worry about other than trying not to fail. I seriously am thinking about not going. The only reason that i think that i want to go is to prove every body wrong about them thinking that kels and kellie plus me don't get in a fight while we are up there. Just listening to every body tell me this just fucken pisses me off. Yea we do get in a lot of fights so what. This time is seems different cuz Kellie really hasn't done nothing horrible lately cuz she doesn't want to screw up the friendship with us cuz we are all that she gots. O well. I m tired of hearing every bodies bull shit!
To top every thing off my mom is being a total wierdo about everything. She is always telling me to do this and to do that. Yea i do it just cuz i don't want to hear her bitch about it later and also so she doesn't go off to her friends and Esther saying how aweful me and andi are at listening to her. Yea we listen we just don't do it. Probably cuz it's eassier just to hear her bitch about it than do it. Well lately decide okay fine i'll do what she says and then maybe she will get off my back. But NO that doesn't work it just makes me more tired of it. Like i cleaned all day and i did the dishes and cleaned the bath room and my room and she said it could have been better. puuulleezz! yea i feel sorry for her cuz she was outside all day working at killing the junggle in the backyard.
Now she is bitching at me to get my eassy done i should have never even told her about it.Well i guess i better go and do what the Queen says. whatever. rite later when i m in a better mood.

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