Well i think that everying thing is building up inside of me agian i can feel it. I can't really talk to my friends cuz i know that they wont understand. i feel like there is no one that i can just talk to anymore. I want to talk to some one who will just listen to what i have to say and not go oh well this happened to me r i know how u feel. or i m sorry. I just want someone to say that it will all just be okay in the end.
I have so much emotion building up in side of that i just feel like screaming sometimes. i want to go running but my mom hardly lets meout of the house lately. she is always trying to know what is going on in my life. i just want her to stay out of it. Yea i kow she is my mom she is suppose to make everything better but the thing is that my mom is not my best friend like some mothers i don't tell her every little detail about my life like hat i think or what so and so said to me. I just cna't do it. She wont understand. she always has to ask why or who, what, and it gets me pissed having to explain things over and over again. it's just that.
I also feel that i if i tell my friends what's on my mind that they wont keep it to themselves they will go and tell someone that i am just being dramatic. I m not thats the thing its what i think. when i do tell my friends something it some how gets back to my mom and then she starts to pry agian on whats going on in my life and it just makes me and her fight cuz i don't want to talk about it with her!
FUCK i m just getting upset right now from thinking about what happened tonite. funny how one txt can just rune my whole nite!!

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