Wow thats all that i can when I think about the past. I can't believe everything that happened. I hate him for making feel like that. But I loved him for making me feel happy and loved. Its sad to think about it. But Im happy it did. We are still close i guess.
But now there is someone new that I like. He gives my butterflies sometimes. But usually he doesn't cuz I am so comfortable around him. He makes me smile and I don't think that i've smiled like that in awhile. It feels good to smile again like that. I could actually care about him. Im afraid to though afraid to like him. I don't want to get hurt again.
How can she do it? A friend of mine can go from guy to guy and still feel like she is in love but she doesn't seem to be scared to fall in love and get hurt.
Well i think that being scared is something that I have to over come. Maybe. I dont know anymore. I just thinkg that I like going with the flow.
Well write later.

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