Hey everyone okay I know the last one I posted was crazy. lol. well Just to let everyone know I would never cheat on sam I love him. But then again today my world fell apart and it sucks Me and sam broke up. well he broke up with me. I don't know how to feel right now I feel empty but then again not so much. he did it today. so after he did i got in my car and drove away from my house where he was at and I cried god i cried I felt like I couldn't stop. He asked me if I was mad. I just said I don't know you yet. Okay Im not mad at him how can I be mad at him i love him. I m really hurt but Im not mad and i dont hate him. i can't. well rite now Im fine I feel like crying but I don't at the same time. I know that I don't really want to be friends with him. but I don't know. I love him thats all i can say. I'm hurt. but yea. I think that I will be fine. no I will be fine. just give me time. well its getting late and I have a paper to write. so laters.

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