Well the last time that I wrote in this thing I had like a major break dowan and it was over yet again sam. yea we broke up and the past week hasn't been that great to tell u the truth I have a lot of emotion running thourgh my head. I still love the boy and it sucks. fo the first day or 2 i didn't talk to him. now that we are talking again it is like things never changed cuz no we aren't together but we still act like best friends.and it is weird at times. god sometimes i wish that i could wrap my arms around him and tell him how much i care about him and miss and want him back but no i stop myself. and my body aches from stoping myself. Its a weird feeling to miss someone so much when they are sitting or standing next to you when you can just reach out and touch them. GOD this sucks.

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