well i feel bad for what I did to jordan but I don't plan on dating him again at least till he grows up some more. I don't think that I could tell him that reason I gave him other ones that were apart of it but not totally it The thing is i ilke being single I have fun being sinlge and i get to flirt more. I guess that it is just a stage that I am going through cause I remember wehenn all I wanted was a boyfriend to be cute with but now not so much like it would be nice but when things with jordan started to get intense and this was after like a week I got panicky i guess I now how kelsey feels now. and if she is reading this she probably know that the I am sorry cuz I said it to her earlier but I really am sorry. Its weird tho i never got that feeling with sam?? hmmmm interesting. speaking of the asshole we are still friends and nothing more I don't think that we ever will be. I know that I don't he is like old news to me now. It feels like he was a bad habbit and I finally learning how to quit him. so yea school is getting intenser I don't like it I have a college algebra paper due today and I haven't done it yet :s yikes lol. yea and I have an essay due in my college english. (letting u know now I am still in high school I just figured to take 2 college classes to start off my college career) well I bet that I have to take my sister to school in a bit. Plus I should go start that paper.

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