okay well life is still out of control. But last nite I think that I did something that I shouldn't have okay well I know that I shouldn't have. Thats the stupid part the whole time I was telling myself that you shouldn't be doing this. I know and knew that if anyone finds out about it i will be in so much shit!! not only with the boys but with the girls and not to mench his girlfriend. But it's not like she cares cuz she likes someone else and I think that she is actually hooking up with this guy!! and plus the guys alwasy hooks up with other girls. But still its wrong and I knew it and yet i still did. I will admitt that I wanted to! I have been wanting to since i met him. Which is a long time but there has alwasy been reasons not to!! like the fact that my

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